I had since long lost hope. I guess you're all curious what happened? Well, it's not very complicated. The server needed to be upgraded, but it broke at some point in december last year. I was told that the downtime would only last a week or so. But time went on without hearing anything about anything. It was very annoying, and I became somewhat depressed during the downtime and just felt like I couldn't do anything. But then in the middle of february, I hear that the guy who's taking care of the server became severly depressed and that's why the server was still down.
So this last week I guess he overcame it, because it's all working now! But it sure took its toll on me too. I wanted to do all sorts of things this year, but it started out like this. And I've made little to no progress on anything flash related. I know a lot of ya were interested in the Butt Bus project. I wanted to say this was the year of Butt Bus, but since things turned out like they did, it's certainly a disappointment. And I can understand if a lot of you is mad because of that.
However, I did draw a bunch of stuff during the downtime. I updated that Twitter of mine during that time as well, so those who were there got some small updates at least. OKay, so let's see. Time to list all the new stuff, I guess!
Whew. I hope you like at least ONE of these. There's a lot of fan art, requests and crossovers in there, because doing requests really helped me get back into drawing again. I still got a bunch of sketches to finish, but I'll get those done soon! And ye, I heard ya, more of Zara. And more gaping assholes. I'll draw Zara's gaping anus til next time!
Anyway! I also worked a lot on the profile/reference images of my characters for a while, since I felt like I had nothing better to do.
Most of ya probably didn't notice, but I made her nipples pointy instead flat and nubby. I've started drawing Zu with nipples like that since a time back, perhaps you'll notice in the new drawings of mine if you re-check the ones who star Zu!
And of course, I added Zu in her maid dress. I really like that one, it makes at least me want to grab her and molest her butt til I faint. Haw haw. And also the dress that Zu wore in the earlier versions of her backstory! But hey, it's still a nice school dress, so why not keep it?
And yo, look who got herself a 90% completely new profile image! Ya, it's Sofi! I wanted to touch up her image, but I got frustrated with both tiny details and how atrocious it was built due to her pose. So I decided to just draw a whole new pose! And I think it turned out really well! Shake her out! Sofi Nude Sofi Underwear Sofi T-Shirt Sofi Normal wear Sofi Boyish Sofi Bonus
Isn't she cute? I made a slight re-design to her skirt. It was really wonky to draw, so I figured I could just make it easier to see how it fits on her. The boyish version is what Sofi would look like when she's trying to stay out of people's sight.
And that's all I've made so far. After I finished the "Sofi Bonus", I started doing those drawing requests. I plan on giving Sofi a few more costumes, then I'm going to redo Ellie's. There are just some things that bother me about that one, too...
Uh, next thing. Rock n' Raz 5 was also made, I almost forgot. Some sort of filesize limit that wasn't here before stops me from posting it on the site, but luckily it's been posted on youtube while we wait for that to be removed.
And I think that was everything that I have made. Yeah. So, it's time for stuff made by the fans! Ya, some people sent me stuff even when the site was down! Altough some was made before the site died... But anyway.
Let's start out with some fan fiction, ya? You like to read, yeah? I believe you do, especially if it involves Zu's cute little ass!
So, that should cover everything up to now. What's next, you might wonder? Well... At the end of the month, I'm going on my first out-of-country trip without family. I'm going to Japan! I'll stay there for two weeks. Maybe I'll meet some japanese fans of mine. If I have any. I doubt so, Japan's really big on porn... Even though those stupid censor laws.
After my trip to Japan, I do plan on starting up Butt Bus again, seeing as the site is back and all that. I want to discuss Butt Bus with you, my fans, as well before I start it up again. So that's what you can look forward to when it comes to that.
And before I leave, I might be able to squeeze out a short thing I've been working on to and fro for a while. What it is, you'll have to see when it's done.
Well, I think I've ran out of things to say. I guess now it's your turn to say things to me, I'm curious about what you think! I'll try to answer any questions you guys have.
Hey RC! Glad to see the site is back up. Love all the pictures, but ESPECIALLY love all the pictures of Sofi. Truly we are blessed to have so many wonderful images all at once.
Enjoy the trip to Japan! Maybe even get yourself some Japanese booty? ;)
Yo, Boss! Great to see the site's back again! I've really missed it. Anyway, feel free to drop a line at my usual addy. Also, since you're going to Japan, hope you have fun, and "Sayonara, to gambatte kudasai!"
It is sure a relief to see the site up and working again,we all were missing yo dude.But hell what the fuck is wrong with you people...(continues later)
About your characters renewal,its inspiring,i always like how artist progress in the making of their characters,and certainly looks awesome,expecially Sofi.Think you can do a chart? of images showing how you developed each character in the near future?
Before i end this i seriously need to ask this: why you people get depressed so easily?,im not saying it to hurt your feelings or anything,but you need(and anyone else who have this "issue")think about it more deeply,what is it that makes you depressed? the fact that you do what you want while others cant even choose what to do with their lifes? the fact that you can go to a foreing country while others cant even go vacation on the nearest city? the fact(but im not sure of) that you eat 3 meal per day while others eat 1 time per day,and even have to choose between eat today or tomorrow?
There are no justification to be sad,you should be grateful at least.Look i've been in hardships all my life (both social and finalcial) and always i had overcome my depressions,yeah im poor,im alone,and dont even have a family,so what? you must never let your "bad side" take over you.
You should probably talk to me if you need some advice,im not a psychologist ,but i have learned while living a lot about it and thats how im still here(not sure for what but nvm).
Well i will now stop preaching and say one more that that im happy for your return and hope you can keep doing you good work without any problems.
Depression isn't just being "sad." I wish It was, because then it would be so much easier.
Depression is when the things you enjoy are no longer enjoyable. Depression is when you feel no confidence in yourself. When you're wrought with anxiety and feel guilt and regret for everything you do and have ever done. You feel worthless and ashamed.
But depression isn't just emotional, it's physical. Some days, I go without eating a single thing, some days I eat too much and still feel like I'm starving to death. There are days where I can't even sleep for more than a hour and spend all night tossing and turning. There are days where I pass out for 12-14 hours, but I wake up feeling like I just spent an entire day doing manual labor.
My eyes don't want to stay open, my muscles hurt and my body feels too heavy.
That's my depression, but there can be differences for everyone. Everyone feels and deals in their own way.
Depression doesn't make me sad, it just makes me tired, more tired than I have any right to be. Every now and again, I suppose I just reach my limit and find myself unable to stop laughing at the dumbest things. Things that aren't even that funny. I don't know why.
tl;dr srs stuff
Serious stuff indeed,but most of what you said i've went thought it back when i was 14-16(the darkest years of my life) and the only thing i didn't have progress are with games and food,everything else never bothered me again.
Wish i can study more about this,if ever find someone willing to be my "test subject".
Certainly is not my bussiness,but the only advice i can give about this is to focus on diferent things everyday,the brain works in quite a strange way,when you do/feel/see/hear/etc the same thing everyday loses its meaning,the same thing work with "love",you get tired of that special person over time,but when you focus on a completely diferent person(even objects,music,or phrases) you end up missing it,making you feel "happy" of being with that person once again.(i've just did a brief talk about it,i know it quite a lot more deep than this)
There is a lot to talk about,and as you said,it doesnt work the same with everybody.You could probably meditate to pass some time when you get this kind of depression,thats my best weapon against it.
So can anyone make stories on your characters? I'm thinking of making something once I get more aquainted on everyone :3. Also how do we show you our stuff?
Yeah, I try to keep an open mind when it comes to fan fiction. If you want to write something, that's great!
I'm not quite finished with all the character bios, however. Only Zu and Zara are really finished, at least when it comes to backstory. I really need to get back to writing those things...
But ye, you can send your stuff, or questions, to [email protected] and I'll take things from there!
So can anyone make stories on your characters? I'm thinking of making something once I get more aquainted on everyone :3. Also how do we show you our stuff?